Broken Heart

Well, it is hard to believe that I only have 8 days left in this amazing place. At times, I think this summer went by so slow... but then I have moments where I wonder where the time went. Alaska has impacted me more than I ever anticipated. I'm not surprised because it's happened before but this time is different.

This place gets in you. It's hard to explain but there is a vibe that I've picked up- and I don't think I am going to lose it. In fact, I don't think I want to lose it. Life here is real and simple. People LOVE the outdoors and they do what they have to do to get by. I think I may live here one day. It may be something in the water-- but I've definitely been sipping on it.

It's dark here. There aren't too many believers. I'm okay with that. In fact, it draws me to this place even more. I want to stay here to develop real relationships with people and shine for Christ. I have developed an authentic and beautiful love for Alaskans and I am sad to leave this place and these people.

I want to squeeze every moment out of the time I have left. I know God has others plans for me but I am heartbroken to leave. This is one for the books, folks. I can guarantee that I am not the same Jackie anymore.

Now, I have to figure out how to translate this to my life in Georgia.